I am learning the hardway that life doesn't always turn out the way we planned. In fact 90% of the time it doesn't. I have broken hearted about what's happened with Norwegian. It's just a matter now of picking up the pieces and once again starting over.
I keep asking myself "now what?". I am hopeful and optimistic at one moment and then sick to my stomach and crying at the drop of a hat the next. It SUCKS. I hate being like that too.
I had another job interview with ACS. I really like Megan their HR lady. I did much better with my testing today too. My hands were sooo shakey though. My analytical test skills suck, but my data entry was MUCH better. I have been practicing online. She actually wants me to come back on Tuesday and interview for another postition.
I also have another job interview with a temp agency on Monday. So that's hopeful. Another desperation move is to suck it up and go back to the Scrapbook Barn. Yes, I am considering it.
There are a lot of things I actually miss about it. Like the girls and the friendships that I had there. I will probably go in tomorrow and leave a note for Robyn. I don't know I am really torn right now. I hope you don't mind me bein sad - I know I usually like to write happy things and stay happy. I hate the downer stuff. Bear with and say a little prayer for us. Something will work out.